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Featherspeckle

''I'm in a constant fight between my mind and my life...the worst battle I've ever been in, and I survived this long.''

Basic & Residence


Current Name: Featherspeckle 
Other Names, if any: Featherkit, Featherpaw,
Age (in moons): 17
Gender: she cat
Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual
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Current Affiliation/Clan: Thunderclan
Former Affiliation/Clan, if any: Thunderclan, Loner
Rank: Warrior
Mentor(s):
Apprentice(s): Kiwipaw

Mental/Physical/BG Check

Traits:
Caring||Kind||Cooperative||Reserved
Depress||Envious||Self-defacing


Psychiatric Complications: None
Phobias: Aphenphosmphobia, Autophobia

Sociability: Low
Outlook: Doubtful
Responsibility: High
Cleanliness: High
Generosity: Extremely High
Manners: Extremely High
Bravery: Low
More Logical or More Emotional?: Emotional

Greatest Hope: To experience peace
Greatest Strength: Her emotions
Greatest Weakness: Sharp claws, being pinned
Worst Nightmare: Falling
Deepest Darkest Secret: Killed her best friend

Treasured Memory: Being loved by Moose

Quirk(s):
Theme Song(s): Better in Time {Leona Lewis} Mansion {NF} 
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Place of Birth: Thunderclan
Former rank(s): Kit, apprentice
Beliefs: Starclan
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Breed(s): Maine coon mix 
Fur Color(s): Marbled and tabby of soft mixed colors
Fur Texture: Soft
Fur Length: Smooth, willowly
Markings: Marbled, tabby stripes
Eye Color: Yellow

Body Type/Structure: Lithe
Height: small
Weight: Well-fed
Voice: Soft, sweet
Gait: Prideful stride
Scent: Lemons and pines

Scars / Deformities: A faint cut line around her throat
Diseases / Conditions: None

Key:

Dead//Inactive//Missing

Familial Status

Father(s): Unknown
Mother (s): Unknown
Brothers: None

Sisters: None

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Best Friend(s):
Nightbreeze
Friend(s): Snowstar, Martenthorn, Acornslip, Hawkfeather, 
Neutral: Kiwipaw
Acquaintance(s):
Enemies:
Moose, Viola
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Crush: 

Ex-interest:

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What I think about these cats below↓

Moose;
''He was the first love in my young life that made me feel that anything was possible. I hurt everyday knowing that I had hurt him. And, for what reason? Quite a selfish one, but I wish no harm on him. And, I hope he can move on.''


Viola;
''She was my first best friend. And, as much as I want to feel bad for what I did to her...I just can't. She had broken my heart by clawing me in the back. So, I pushed her from the back. Not as humorous as it seems, but I would like to think we're even. Only, we're not. She's at peace, and I'm the one suffering.''


Martenthorn;
''Hmm...what can I say about this cat? He's certainly adorablely awkward, and he has a fire to him! I like him a lot, and I hope we can be better friends within time!''


Snowstar;
''What a treasured, clumsy friend I have! She's a sweet one, and I enjoy hanging around her. Though after she got a mate, and became leader, there was less time. I do appreciate her, however.''


Acornslip;
''Such a sweet kitty! Though I wonder how come she hasn't been coming around lately. I enjoyed her company, and hope to see her again soon!''


Nightbreeze;
''She's such a calm soul, that I love being around her! She's positive and good energy that I hope to relate to! Besides, she accepts everyone for who they are, and have enough love to give to all the cats in the world. In one sentence: We need more cats like Nightbreeze.''


Hawkfeather;
''I enjoy her company, and quite honestly, she baffles me. She's such a flirt! I don't understand who she gets the toms wrapped her paws! Frankly, I'm somewhat jealous, but I enjoy teasing her!''


Kiwipaw;
''My first apprentice, and bluntly I'm afraid that I won't succeed her, but I will definitely try as hard as I can. She has so much potential, and I'm hoping to build up our relationship. To the point where she sees me as more than a mentor, but as a honest, great friend.''

About Me

Backstory;

Persona

Overview;

Featherspeckle is one of those cats that you have to be patient with, if you want her to open to you that is. Coming from a traumatized past, she thought it would be well to live in a clan instead of as a loner. Featherspeckle is extremely sweet and kind to every cat she meets. Hidden well, she have nightmares that plague her, and inner voices that wishes she would destroy herself. Featherspeckle also love looking at sights from high ledges. Her secret? From time to time, she dreams of falling off, and letting go. Not to say she's shy, but mostly quiet. And, once you make her as a good friend...a cat has a good friend for life. At first glance, this she-cat may come off as enigmatic, meaning mysterious. Her quiet nature might bring others to question of what she is thinking or plotting. Though this could hardly be the case. Featherspeckle is one of those she-cats that like to watch the world around her. That likes to see other cats, or appreciate nature. She would never speak a word to anyone unless she was spoken to, or comfortable. Whenever she does, her voice is with utmost kindness, as sweet as can be. She is also cooperative, following along and heeding to other cats’ opinions. She like to embrace the idea of hearing other’s thoughts, even though her own would be closed off. She is quite reserved, liking to keep her business personal and away from prying eyes. This goes along with her enigmatic trait, keeping her thoughts and actions mysterious. No one could really predict what this she-cat’s next move may be. She’s driven with ambitious, always wanting to improve in some skill to get better. She enjoy a little friendly competition, and is grateful when those around her are supportive and wouldn’t mind when she needed to lean on them. Featherspeckle, due to events in her past, she is slightly depressed. Results from young love and regretful decisions. Since then, she came back strong, but she resentment when it comes to love, and is more cautious with her emotions. Along with this, the she-cat is self-defacing. Meaning she is doubtful, second-guesses herself, or even discourages herself. She doesn’t believe she is good enough, and often bicker inside her head because of the voices that tell her these things. This conflicts when it comes to others, however. Featherspeckle is always supporting her clan mates, encouraging them, and being a small ray of sunlight for them because she doesn’t want her clan mates to lose their faith in hope. Her supporting nature is apart of her modesty. She never thinks highly of herself, and she love to throw around compliments to gloomy faces. Even though she hardly talks, she love to throw around small smiles-- you never know what another is going through. Additionally, she is very caring. She love to dote on others , and worries for them if she feels that they are doing terrible. Once a cat becomes her friend, she attaches herself deeply to you, and make it her prime job to check on you every chance she gets. 
Evidently, not everyone is perfect, and Featherspeckle know this well enough. She is a silent envious she-cat. No. She is not jealous over others who are doing better than her, or what positions others carry themselves to. Her envious nature kick in when she becomes attached to a potential love interest. As stated before, she is self-defacing. She’s easily bound to have mood drops, and when she does, her enigmatic side comes through. This female enjoys scheming whenever she’s truly angry. Whenever her envious state settles in, she doesn’t fully think her decisions, and once in action, it’s too late for her to comprehend that there were other plausible ways to handle the situation. Once again, her envious nature took effect from young love, shattering her heart and allowing herself to believe that she wouldn’t be good enough. Aside from this, she is quite the calm kitty, soft-breathing, soft-spoken, and determined nonetheless. She is also tough. She is also tough. When no one else is willing to take a stand, expect this female to speak her mind. This comes along with her cooperative trait. She does not mind working with others. In fact, teamwork is important to this she-cat, and she believes that two is better than one. She is willing to listen to those around her, absorbing in critique, and listening to new ideas. Once again, this kitty is not perfect. In fact, if pressured at a strong point, she will be ready to breakdown, and allow every strand of emotion she’s been hiding in, flow easily. Everyone has a breaking point, don’t they? The only thing Featherspeckle seeks out is a rush of excitement, someone who could keep her on her paws and away from her past and decisions. Someone who could comfort her in her time of need and be patience with her. Once this she-cat accepts you as a friend, and trusts you with her full heart--she will be ready to open up, and give humorous amusement in the relationship.
Lastly, this she-cat is extremely loyal and indulgent. She would never leave your side, even if you ask her to. She would be willing to die for those she loved with all the pieces of her heart. With her indulgent trait, she is easy to approach, but may seem mysterious at first glance. No matter who she passes or talks to, the feline is respectful and willful to listen.

Keypoints in My Life

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